I'm a stay at home mother of two, one of which is autistic. I give alot of love and care to my family, which is why I dont have the spare time to get out and about for too long.
As a result of all this, I tend to get bogged down and stifled. I have many things, I enjoy doing, or wish to try but then I put so much thinking into what I want to do, that I seem to get frozen, and start to get all fretful about what I want to do that it makes me get stuck unable to get started on the item and then it just ends up left on my desk for weeks until something else comes along to pick up the same pattern.
I think alot of my problems is that I have the tendency to feel lonely and spend all my time seeing what others have got or have done and yearning to have or do similar. I spend so much time projecting my wishes outwards that I forget to be happy within myself and my means.
Ive gone through so much heartache and the pains of friendlessness that I forget to be my own friend first.
This is why I have decided to start this blog. I have so many things I enjoy doing but I just need to start doing those things again.
I don't know if anyone will want to read it, but I hope my blog sharings will enable me to be more proactive in my hobbies.
There, I've got past that first hurdle of blank page fright.
If anyone finds this blog, I hope you will become a regular visitor and post comments.
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